19 and Being Sent to Drug Rehab , Advice? (Long)?
Question by Sir: 19 and being sent to drug rehab , advice? (long)?
Long story short i was told on by my cousin. She told my mom i have been using weed and prescription pills. I also use psychedelics etc. I do much research and learn as much as i can before using any drug. Such as lethal overdose, risky combos, death reports, and just a lot of various drug reports.. Mainly to provide harm reduction, obviously itll never be 100% safe.
Thing is ive been using mainly oxycodone, hydrocodone and clonazapan since march on and off. Ive used dxm to help moderate my tolerance, and if you know anything about opiates tolerance is a *****!!! Im still only using 20-40mg of oxy or hydro and just 1-2mg of clonze.
Ive taken many breaks and never experienced withdrawls, not trying to justify my use just saying im not physically addicted. I am 19 and no one really noticed anything wrong with me ; personality wise, family , school etc has all been the same. Even while sober.
But i am 19 in college and still living at home.. My mom is against anything that “alters your mind” she hates weed too. Ive been seeing a therapist about once a week and hes been trying to help me find other things to do, he said he cant figure out why i do drugs, usually he can tell but he said with me its a mystery.
Hell i just like the high, its a great feeling. My family is worried ima end up dead..
But since march fam has tried to get me to quit it all, and i really dont want to. I went two and a half weeks cold turkey to show i would be fine without it. But since they caught me high several times still, i believe my mom is trying to get me inpatient therapy. She is also taking me to a church counselor which i think is retarded.
But i guess im staying several days to weeks in this therapy, but i feel like its a waste of time if i dont wanna quit using at the moment. Am i righ or what? Can anyone relate??
Im young so i wanna enjoy the highs while i can, once i graduate and get a job i wont be able to..
Ive used and mainly like weed, spice, dxm,lsa, mdma, alcohol, oxy, hydro, and clonze (benzos). They also worry cuz i mix opiates and benzos which i know is horrible but i try to keep the doses low on the benzos just 1mg with my opiate of choice. Just want some advice its killing my relationship with my mom, i just feel like at 19 she should let me have the choice.. She still wont let me drink lol
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Answer by Ian
Idc I’m here for the 2 points. Have a nice day.
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