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Question by : Help me!!please im confused i dont know how to live!?
Help me im scared of life i cant get terapy or go to the doctor because they struggle to pay bills and my brother is in college
so here are my problems i told my friend these she said i was not normal

-ive attempted suicide
-i really want to die
-i keep dieting but then i binge so i purge
-i cant stop cutting
-i try to be happy or pretent but ive gotton so depressed that i cant even fake smile
-at times when im alone i laugh uncontrollably
-i here voices in my head saying horrible stuff about me
-i talk to my self not out loud but i worried that i do sometimes think on loud without noticing some times
-i get parranoid allot
-im exreamly shy i cant even tell my mom how i feel
-i hate myself and i think every one hates me
-i feel some of my friends ditched me due to my deppression fatness and uglyness
-im so f****** retarded seriouly im so slow
-i get worried easily
-i get annoyed easily i try my best to hide it
-ive overdoes medication tried to hang myself but im too fat and the rope snapped
-brother said today i look like a zombie the way i act and walk ect

how can i stop this i dont know who i am!!!
I want to know whats wrong ???
Some one help me
how can i beat this at home
btw there is no way i can go to the doctor
deppression runs in my family and i know i have it
i also have pale skin very heavy dark circles around eyes

Best answer:

Answer by Attinder
Well people survive cuz sm1 depends upon then (elder people), younger people live cuz they have dreams , aims to achieve, seems like u dont have any

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